All alone

That is how I feel.

Gray, cold and alone.

I know that isn't the case but that is how I am feeling.

I'm sure in comparison to others my problems are minor but they are real.

I know we all feel this way sometimes, hopeless, maybe lost.

I realize that things are not always going to be like this, things can and will change. They always do. I also realize that if I want change it is up to me and me alone.

I've got to keep it in my head that I'm not dead and until then I still can control my life. It's time to start living.