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Sunday, February 3, 2008

The next step

I am having trouble seeing where I should go from here. What is my next step. I know I should take one but how? My inabitions are getting in the way. I hate that I am so insecure with what I want. How does one over come such feelings and move forward?

I think I would like to start a business of mural and faux painting. Or at least something in the art field. One day I am confident that I can do it... the next I'm sure I don't have the right training...artist ability...and the list goes on. How do you take what you want and make it a reality?
If it was only so easy to take one foot and put it forward and then another step. How does one over come the fear? If I take one step will I slip and fall? What if my legs aren't strong enough? They might wabble? What if?...What then?...What?...What?... What? I think I know that all the answers are inside of me. All I need to do is look.

Lord give me the strength I need.